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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
6:20 pm - Update!
Yeah I know it's been a while since I updated this thing, however I've been really busy. I guess I should go ahead and explain why I've been busy.

1. I got married.
2. There were 3 step kids included.
3. I ended up having a miscarriage on the night before my wedding.(3mnths along)
4. Due to no.3 I was in the hospidal until 11am the day of my wedding...and still couldn't do anything other than lay down till I was supposed to get dressed and walk down the asile.
Still haven't had a honeymoon.


Yeah that's about the sum of it. God I've never been so tired, stir crazy, and just plain exhausted in my life. Seems like even when I get a free moment of time, it's still not my time yanno. I like being married and I love my husband, I just wished things had of gone about slower.

Anyways I thought I'd share what had gone on in the past few months of my life. And for those who are interested, our wedding date was August 17th.

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Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
1:05 pm - Our LARP Group at MOBICON


current mood: amused

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Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
8:57 am
Ok an update! Yes, a real one!

As crazy as it sounds, I won. =) I didn't humiliate myself like I thought I would. Charles and I are completely together. =) No stopping us! I'm absolutely head over heels for him and his 3 kids. They're good kids...We're both lucky on that front. Lord...where to really start? Well, skipping after the fact that we are now in a commited relationship...

The weekend before last, I believe, Charles and the kids came over and we all had a cook out here with my family and his. It was fun. Afterwards, Charles and I took the kids (including Brian) to the mall and split up to go shopping. Charlie (he's 8 yrs old) went with Charles and I. He was really good, and that surprised me. Well not in that, I thought he'd be bad and he wasn't sence, but in that all too good way...I don't really know how to explain it. Well we shopped, ate, drank coffee and generally had a wonderful time.

Mobicon was this past weekend. Chris and Mika didn't show up, due to the fact that Chris and I had a really large misunderstanding between us...and I pretty much told him to sod off...but not in so little words.

The con was alright. Durring the day we really didn't have much of anything to do really...cept walk around the dealers room trying to find something that we couldn't live without...that ended up being : 2 Sets of fangs made by Greyson Wolf (65.00), a long black cape from the Brownies Bobbin (50.00), A leather satchal from Thorgrim's shop (20.00 I believe...), a silver ring for charles at Thorgrim's (40.00) my ring from thorgrim's (5.00) and some incence for chelle (4.50). All in all it wasn't too bad of a weekend.

I got to meet and talk with Virgina Hey, from Farscape. She's really interesting to talk with, plus we had a nice conversaion on how Charles was being "Naughty" this weekend. (As Virgina put it anyways.)

The Vampire game went good, I think...save for the fact there wasn't alot of action going on the second night...mainly b/c everyone was participating in either SOLAR, or the slave auction...The anime game didn't go off at all...b/c someone was being lazy.

On another note...Charles and I are talking about plans for the new house. It's gonna be extremely expensive...I feel bad that I don't know what to tell him to do about it though. The kids all need their own rooms in my opinion, and where they are now, is small and cramped for 6 people to live there.

Anyways, I really don't know how to put all my thoughts into words at this moment, nor can I really chronologically recall everything that's happened between May 19th and now. I just know that I'm finnally happy and I'm with someone who really loves me and isn't afraid to show it...and I adore his kids and He says that they like me as well. So all in all I've done good for myself! Oh yeah, and my parents love him to death. And I know that I love him alot....he's the best thing to ever happen to me.

current mood: giddy

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8:39 am


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Monday, June 3rd, 2002
4:14 pm - Blood and Sex...according to the Antedullivans
muffled talking and harsh whispers

Ventrue Thank you all for coming. As usual, we have a situation on hand that we need to talk about.

Toreador The defacing of the Art Institute by anonymous Rabble? ::dirty look to Brujah::

Tzim Caitiff running wild? ::dirty look to Brujah::

Tremere The defacing of the Public Libraries? ::dirty look to Brujah::

Brujah ::flashes a charming grin to all of them and puts his feet on the table::

Ventrue No. Tonight we are here to discuss...and I do this with heavy reluctance.............sex.

Stunned Silence

Malk ::stands starting the "Tush Push" and winks at Gangrel:: Let's talk about SEX bay-bee, let's talk about YOU an' ME...

Gangrel ::growls:: Let's not.

Ravnos I swear on the blood of my familia, she told me she was 18.

Ventrue Malkav. Please be seated. I..::blinks and looks at Ravnos:: Um...well..::shakes his head:: This is a SERIOUS discussion.

Lasombra So what ABOUT sex?

VentrueThe problem is too many of you take your unlife as permission for a post-mortem orgy. We have rules. Politics. Standards to follow. We are the next level of evolution people,SEX is no longer PLEASURABLE to us...Therefore..

Toreador ::looks to Giovanni:: You can say THAT again...

Giovanni Well if some people didn't just LAY there like the corpse they are..

Brujah No longer PLEASURABLE? ::shakes his head:: Trust me..Yer doing it wrong dude...

Malk Well..I guess I can eat all my edible undies. I like the cotton flavored ones the best.

Ventrue Look. Our lust is for the BLOOD. Not physical pleasures and desires.

Brujah COME ON...I mean the blood is good..but when is the last time a set of double "D" medical packs turned your head?

Malk Bobbit it. Cut if off. Recycle it. Make cocktail wieners.

Ravnos Speak for yourself gajo some of us fall into larger groupings.

Malk Ohh Hung like a HORSE--

Ravnos ::smiles::

Malk --Fly.

Ventrue It's not just the male persuasion of our little group Brujah. Many of the FEMALES engage in sexual activities at constant rates.

Malk ::suddenly serious:: THAT is disgusting! That is...vile. WRONG. I demand justice. Kindly give me the names and current addresses of these women and I will see that they get what I...what THEY deserve...

Gangrel ::thumps Malk:: Siddown nutjob. You've got as much chance of getting laid as pickle puss over there. ::jerks her thumb to Nos::

Nos ::indignant:: This coming from the bearded lady.

Gangrel ::growls:: Watch it scabbie.

Nos I am no stranger to sex my dear wood dweller.

Tzim ::wrinkles her nose:: Sex..no. Soap. Now that is a different story all together.

Assamite Not that I particularly care, seeing I have BETTER things to do with my time than engage in pointless activities...but does this mean that we shall no longer be capable of having sex?

Malk It's fallen. And I can't get it UP!

Toreador ::looks at Giovanni:: Been there. Done that.

Giovanni IT WAS COLD AND I WAS TIRED!!

Room looks to Gio, who shrinks into his seat

Giovanni sorry.

Ventrue ::sighs ignoring the outbursts:: No Assamite. It simply means that you derive no pleasure from it. You can will the blood...if you MUST..to keep up appearances and what not...But you have no DESIRE for sex.

Brujah Yeah...especially after finding out that Nos has it....::makes a face:: There's a mental image I didn't want.

Malk Bumping UGLY...Monkey sex. The Leprous Lombada of Love. A Spew Screw. Oral--

Gangrel ::smacks him:: Shut up! You are making us all sick you weird little freak.

Tremere So what is the point of seduction...if you are not going to have sex?

Ventrue The seduction is so you may obtain their blood, without them drawing suspicious. THAT is why our bite is so pleasurable to them. It surpasses sex.

muffled grumbling

Ventrue Well? Final thoughts? Comments?

Brujah You sure you are not doing this because you can't get laid and are pissed at those of us who can?

GangrelWell I can throw out my date book.

Nos Please do, I'm sure Wild Kingdom would love to find it.

Toreador ::smirks:: There are exceptions to every rule.

Tzim ::shares the smile:: Exactly.

Malk What about the ol' yank and spank? Is that out? Ya know...the ol' bap and slap? I mean I was REALLY good at that.

Ravnos Rules were meant to be broken.

Ventrue Meeting Adjourned. And remember. We are not interested in sex. The blood is our sex.

Malk Believe that and you are crazier than I am.

Ventrue What did you say?

Malk Nothing. Just commenting on the weather. ::Smile bright::

current mood: bored

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4:06 pm - If I were a villian...I would be...





What Type of Villain are You?

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current mood: amused

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Sunday, May 19th, 2002
9:03 pm
"I want you to want me.
I need you to need me
I love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me.
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
Ohh I love you to love me..."


Been way too busy setting up everything for the games to come. Yes! Oh and I met a few new people. =) Also I'm thinking about taking a big step in humiliation! YES! I will make a fool of myself yet again for a guy... ^_^

Anyways, a more lengthy update soon to come hopefully. Bri and I are going out to drink...yes...roommates are fun.

Ciao

current mood: amused

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Monday, May 6th, 2002
8:29 pm
It never fails to amaze me how often I can be hurt by certain things people say about me. Even if those people are no longer in my life. I'm not the type of person who's forgiving in the least. I realize that maybe that's not the best quality to possess...since after all we're all human and do make mistakes. I just don't know in this situation anymore. God, I don't even know why I bother thinking anymore honestly.

Brian's leaving soon. I think my heart is somewhat breaking from that realization. He wont be around anymore to hang out with and be there. It's hard for me to actually make friends that I can manage to keep more than a few short lived months.

I've realized that from the time I was in High School up until now, that I've grown and changed more than most of the people I used to know. My attitude towards life, however is still that of disgust. I dislike people. I really do...well at least those people who are idiots.

I found some solice while I was "Home" for the weekend. I miss the atmosphere I lived in for so long...I miss Sid and the others. I miss Mika and Jeff and Chad (Whom, because he's an ass and took night shift at the Asylum, I didn't even get to see this weekend). I miss the tours and I miss the bars. Especially Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop. I'm a sucker for good atmospheric conditions and you can't get much atmospheric than the second oldest building in New Orleans. Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop 941 Bourbon St. Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop, built in the 1720's, is the oldest working bar in the country. It is also the second oldest building in New Orleans. The property is believed to have been used by Jean and Pierre Lafitte as a New Orleans base for their Barataria smuggling operation. The legend was based on the fact that the proerty was, at that time, owned by the family of Simon Duroche and privateer, Rene Beluche. Beluche was Captain of the legendary ship, "Spy".

Jean Lafitte has been described throughout history as a privateer, an entrepreneur, a diplomat, a spy, as well as a hero in the Battle of New Orleans. Lafitte aided General Andrew Jackson to defeat the British at Chalmette Battlefield in 1814.

Today, the bar is considered to be one of the most haunted. The ghosts of soldiers and pirates alike have been seen to walk about the building in the middle of night. One familar apparition is that of a woman who is dressed in black with long dark hair. She has made appearances in the bar late at night as well as in the upstairs office. There are no records to document who she might be. No doubt, there were no shortage of women in the company of pirates. This one, for whatever reason, has chosen to stay at Lafitte's.

The candle lit ambiance of Lafitte's has given it a reputation for being a vampire tavern, as well.

Just a little background on Lafitte's...I love that place. It's run down looking on the outside, but nice on the inside. The only real light in there, besides the candles...is in the bathrooms and over the cash register. There is always a man in there who plays the piano at night. He'll even play your favorite songs if you ask...and tip him. *Puff the Magic Dragon* Yes...he'll sing to that one too...for another tip of course. He's real nice.

Well I'm consoling someone's broken heart...someone I don't know...someone who Imed me online and started rambling about how his girl doesn't want him. I'm not sure who this person is, nor why they think I'm qualified to be telling them anything...after all, aren't I the single one now?

Charles called me to try and bribe me to go to his children's softball game and work consession tonight b/c he doesn't like doing it....I threw it over to Brian however, because I didn't feel too good, plus mom wouldn't be home in time for me to get out there. It's creepy talking to him and seeing him outside of the games. He thinks he'll get my character to ally with his...*evil grin* Yeah...right...

This guy creeps me out...he's spewing forth romantic babble about his loss and I'm trying to console him best I can...of course without telling him to bugger off...it's hard...really hard I tell you. It is just creepy when people do that to me...and of course I bother not asking who they are, mostly in fear that I SHOULD know this person or something, otherwise they wouldn't be iming me spilling their emotions all over the floor like a gutted calf...DAMNED...Jessica beckons...asking to go stay at a condo next week...65 a night...Ummm can we say Chelle's broke and doesn't like the beach...she asks every year, and I give her the same answer. I HATE SAND! I HATE nasty WATER! I dislike jelly fish with a passion...

OK I'm done rambling for now...I want to go create havoc somewhere...

current mood: apathetic

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current mood: amused

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7:24 am
School. Tired. Headache. Not enough coke in system. Feet hurt. Body hurts. Killer poster signed by Orignal Incredible Hulk. Haunted History Book signed by author, Kathy-sama. Productive weekend. Details later.

current mood: annoyed

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Friday, May 3rd, 2002
6:44 am
Ugh. I have school in like 2 hours. I don't wanna go today though. I'm still sick and my brain seems to be in overdrive...however I did manage to get roughly 13 hours of sleep last night. Game is tonight too. So I'll be rushing home from school in time to get ready, talk to dad and mom about Brian staying here till he goes home at the end of the month, and ask dad for money to go to New Orleans tomorrow. My check wont be here till monday, so I'm praying he'll let me borrow some till then. I also have bills to pay this month. Ugh.

I've decided to go back to school for the time being. Here's my scedual so far as I've worked it out, for Fall semmester.

Possible No1.

MFW classes
8am-8:50am Research Design and Analyisis
9:05am-9:55am French 101
10:10am-11am English Comp
11:15am-12:05 American History

Possible No.2
Tue and Thurs

8:00am-9:15am French 101
9:30am-10:45 English
11:00-12:15pm -Research Design
2:00pm-3:15pm American History

The problem with the Tues and thurs sced. is that there is this nasty gap in between classes. I don't like that too much....however, it would only take up 2 days a week and I could work the other 3-5 days. I can not take night classes however due to my majors. They don't offer Psychology and Biology classes at night (Or on the weekends for that matter) for some stupid reason. Hmm I'm going to go talk to my advisor once I figure out who that is this year, since my old advisor retired last summer semmester.

Ugh I'm still sleepy!

Game plan for this weekend.
Friday- School, home, VLARP
Saturday- New Orleans
A. Arrive before noon.
B. Spend the day in the Quarter.
C. At 8:30pm take the Vampire walking tour with Sidney's group. Haunted History Tours
D. Go to Tiffin Inn for dinner/breakfast type deal.

Sunday- Come home

Yupp...that's the basics...

Ugh...time to shower for classes...

current mood: amused

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Visionary, revolutionary, vigilante - these descriptions all fit you well. You are thoroughly disgusted with society and humanity as a whole, and you have several rather diabolical plans to reshape it to fit your designs. You're probably a loner, and most people think you're crazy. That's just because they don't understand, though, and you'll show them someday anyway. Heh heh heh. You are known to become very passionate about many causes, have torrid love affairs, and be seen as a either a demagogue or a hero to the proletariat masses.


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Wednesday, May 1st, 2002
2:06 pm - For Jon since he wanted to know
Hmm maybe this is why Figs are one of my fav. fruits...could be the case, neh?

December 15th

FIG TREE (Sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does
not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and
animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness
and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

current mood: amused

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Monday, April 29th, 2002
3:08 am
It's times like these that I think I hate the most. It's so fucking late and I've got to be up at 6:30am to get ready to go to these stupid classes and I can't sleep. Nope, not even if I tried. I could take some drugs, but then I'd be out for a few days....since I don't usually take any kind of pills....not even aspirin....so everything works doubbly well!

I've been having some difficulties in the um love life area lately. Ok here's the run down inside my head....

No.1 I am attracted to Charles.
No.2 Mike keeps creeping me out at games on friday when we leave...he'll hold my hand and kiss it and I swear he really thinks he's a Tremere..."You will have a good night..." (Creeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy....even for my standards)

Ugh...Brian will be gone in a little over a month. He's moving back to Virgina and leaving me all alone down here in this waste land of nasty things. It's kind of sad really, that he's mainly the only person I consider a friend around here and prefer to hang out with every night that I do leave this hell hole some people call a house. (it's not bad really....it's just the people inside of this place that makes it really disturbing)

I'm going to end up killing my mother this week...I can already feel it. She's on vacation. Ugh....I don't want to have to put up with her more than the usual scedualed hours durring the week. It frightens me.

Too much stuff left to do for the vampire game....most likely it will wait until the last min like every year. At least for the most part I have all the characters made. Just gotta make those damned werewolves that I really don't want to do. Maybe Chris will do em for me. heh Fat chance on that one.

Speaking of...Brian's birthday is Tuesday...and for that occasion...since he'll be 21 this year....I'm taking him to New Orleans on Saturday and hopefully staying the night and comming home on Sunday. He's never been really. We're gonna take the Vampire Tour (I miss Sidney anyways) and then go drinking and hang out with Chris and Mika for a lil while. I wished there were enough people I could squander into going to New Orleans that we could reserve a special midnight tour... but Alas....only gonna be most likely 3-4 of us, and to reserve a midnight tour we'd need at least 15-20 I believe. Been a while since I've actually been on a tour...instead of just bringing people over from Mobile to go on one. Yes, they love me down there.

This is going to be a busy week...Tuesday (Besides being Brian's B'day) I'm going down to DHR for the childsupport deal...Found out that YES Gerald has gone into the Army and now he'll be smacked with Childsupport....he owes me 10mnths back support already...and the army will make him pay. They'll also pay for the patern. test. Which is cool. I have to schedual an appointment with the food stamp office today too, also I have an appointment for my Tanif stuff again this week. Ugh...these people picked a really bad time to do all this since I also have these damned classes for the next 3 weeks.

I kinda feel like my life is at a stand still...I want to go back to school, but I really don't see the opertunity for it just yet. I really need and want to finish my degrees. (Yes two...I started out as a double major. Psychology and Biology....Minor in the dramatic arts.)

I'm still sick with either a cold or allergies...all I know is that when I go to sleep and then wake up I feel worse than what I feel after the first few hours I'm awake. Ugh...

Okies....time for Chelle to do pointless internet activities to stay awake until I need to shower and go to class.

Sleep is for the weak....yes....but oh so weak I am....

current mood: awake

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Sunday, April 28th, 2002
2:55 pm




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Saturday, April 27th, 2002
1:46 pm - The time is here....
OXFORD, England -- A British university professor has been fitted with cyborg technology enabling his nervous system to be linked to a computer.

The ground-breaking surgery on Prof. Kevin Warwick effectively makes him the world's first cyborg -- part human, part machine.

Although a long way from fictional characters The Terminator or the Six Million Dollar Man, it is hoped that readings will be taken from the implant in his arm of electrical impulses coursing through his nerves.

These signals, encoding movements like wiggling fingers and feelings like shock and pain, will be transmitted to a computer and recorded for the first time.

Similar experiments have previously only ever been carried out on cats and monkeys in the United States.

Surgeons implanted a silicon square about 3mm wide into an incision in Warwick's left wrist and attached its 100 electrodes, each as thin as a hair, into the median nerve.

Connecting wires were fed under the skin of the forearm and out from a skin puncture and the wounds were sewn up.

The wires will be linked to a transmitter/receiver device to relay nerve messages to a computer by radio signal.

It is possible that the procedure could lead to a medical breakthrough for people paralysed by spinal cord damage, such as Superman actor Christopher Reeve.

On Friday, Warwick, 48, denied claims that the surgery, which was carried out at the Radcliffe Infirmary, Oxford, England, was just a publicity stunt.

"To go through a two-hour operation I would say is a little bit extreme for a publicity stunt," he told the BBC.

"To say no you can't do this or this is publicity is absolutely crazy at this stage when we haven't even looked at it."

He said the 500,000 ($715,000) experiment was about "seriously helping people" with spinal injuries.

He added: "This has not been done on a human before so for someone to say this is not going to tell us much ... we don't know.

"We really don't know but we want to find out what sort of signals we are going to get and what sort of signals we can put in."

Researchers at the university's department of cybernetics will carry out experiments on Warwick for about a month.

He said: "What we're doing is historic and momentous. It is going to change the world.

"Science fiction has predicted this for quite some time. As a scientist, I'm excited about taking a step into the future.

"But as a human I do share the ethical concerns about what it will mean for humanity."

Warwick also hopes to wire himself up to a ultrasonic sensor, used by robots to navigate around objects, to give himself a bat-like sixth sense.

He believes the technique could be developed within a decade to restore movement to a tetraplegic's hand or feeling to a prosthetic leg used by an amputee.

"For someone like Christopher Reeve, it might not bring back complex movement. But if it could allow him to control a bit of technology to pick up a cup, it would be enormously useful," he said.

Warwick has already been a guinea pig for his own experiments.

In 1998 a silicon chip, which turned on lights and opened doors when he walked into his office, was implanted in his arm.

current mood: amused

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Thursday, April 18th, 2002
8:19 pm - Stolen from Jon! =)
Pick a band and answer using only that band's lyrics.

0. Band: The Cruxshadows

1. Are you male or female?

I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful--a faery's child,
Her hair was long, her foot was light,
And her eyes were wild.
(Excerpt from La Belle Dame Sans Merci by W.B. Keats -1819)


2. Describe yourself:

I am the Angel
you are the hatred
that has sipped my blood
and broken my wing
I am forgotten
but you are forgiven
still I long for the sleep
that never comes to me
I am empty...
I am cold...
I am cold...


3. How do they feel about you?

dreams lie shattered shards endure now the wraiths her mind possess
like shells of precious flowers dried out and hung with love
making eyes into frozen temples that stale you in her gaze
so pale so cold so beautiful if not clinically insane




4. How do you feel about yourself?

this beautiful saint is bleeding, fall poi-
son words as arrows fly, while distant
thoughts intrude like poetry, some
apprehension...and some regret.

5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend?

Now I lie here in this empty bed and all I think about is you. And I wonder if you miss me now and if your bed is empty too...

6. What would you rather be doing?

I beg for comfort with inadequate verse
it meant so much to me...and so little to her
and I am sinking into a mountain of self pity
why can't I simply disregard all the things I feel?

7. Describe where you live.

the room is different the walls dissolve
replaced by sky
horizon blackening twilight
beckoning
as the clouds are stretching wide
little holes
that light is clawing to get through
but hope is shifting
with the shadows
that are drifting on the ceiling as you move


8. Describe how you love.

if my voice won't move the Ferrymen
on my affections alone i'll cross
then stare into the eyes of death eternal
no matter what the cost


9. Share a few words of wisdom.

Eurydice don't follow me
the world has grown so cold
Eurydice don't follow me
my love I'm losing hold

current mood: amused

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7:50 pm
Ugh...I've been having weird and vivid dreams lately. They somewhat disturb me. Especially the ones about me and Charles. I mean, come on...no way he'd ever be interested in me...right? It's kind of odd really...Maybe it's all due to the moon cycle...who knows... Or could be PMS....yeah that's most likely the answer there buddy.


Not too much to write about...my mind is screwy today...I can't concentrate on anything really...

current mood: curious

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Tuesday, April 16th, 2002
9:57 am
Okies...If anyone emails me about the Mobicon LARP...PLEASE put Mobicon into the heading! If not I've not clue as to which game you speak of... *shakes head* Too many emails having to be sifted through to determine which game people are talking about.

Ok quick update...my ankle is hurting again. Think I twisted it yesterday while baby and me were shopping. Bought her 4 new outfits and a nightgown, as well as 2 toys and 2 video tapes. I bought my next series of Lexx DvD episodes. Yay Brigadoom! =) I love that episode...so far, it's my favorite! Got home late and baby was cranky all night. Wouldn't go to sleep...finnally fell asleep in the bed with me, but woke up at like 5am and I fixed her a bottle and she went back to sleep...then woke up again at 9:30. I realize I sleep late, however it's not uninterrupted sleep so I still feel like taking a nap. I'm tired. Mom is still out of town and I am bored...or at least I was bored last night. Brian's sick so he couldn't come stay with me yesterday. I didn't bother asking anyone else. Mainly cause anyone else might have risked 6hrs or more of Lexx...and they'd bitch about it.

Chris has called me almost everyday since Friday...kinda nice, but kinda bad too since I know he expects me to be in New Orleans soon, and I just don't know when I'll be able to make it down there just yet. Maybe seems to be the only answer I can give anyone right now. I NEED to go down there and do some character synops...and some storyline revisions, however, getting there in a timely fashion is a problem.

Blah...so much to do...so very little time to do it in. I start these stupid Job Rediness classes Monday....I hate the government....

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